I need sometime to think...Alone...

It seems the world is too quiet for me...

It looks too vast for me...

And too lonely for me...

I know YOU're there....

I really know...

There's no but...

I don't want to make a mess with YOU with that kind of word...

'Cause YOU do know everything...

I have worries...

And fear...

Which stressed me out...

And took me out from YOUR presence...

I really had a hard time too passed this...

To control the kind of thing that called "EGO"...

YOU know more than me...

I cannot touch the lovely creature that YOU had made...

He's not mine...

Only YOURS... and YOURS alone...

How could I passed this without YOUR power?

It seemed YOU chose him more than me...

Although I know, YOU never leaving me behind, LORD...

I really sad...

I really so sad...

And the worst part...

I could only buried it deep in my heart...

Only YOU know...

Only YOU and me...

I don't think someone will care about it...

I really cannot force my will unto others...

Or I will be dissapointed...

LORD, YOU know how much deep this suffering I took?

To create the new era of me...

Deserting all my hope and desire...

Only to worship YOU!

I really don't have any regret left, LORD...

If YOU wish,

YOU could take it all from me...

My body, My Soul,

My heart, My Life,

Everything on me...

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I really need sometime to think...Alone....

Guide me, LORD...

So I can pass it as YOU want us to be...